A Confession by The Fig Tree.
Weeping and Gnashing What Does the Prophecy Mean?
When God showed me that I am His child (Israel the people) false pride set in. And also a frustration as I looked at Christians around me. God showed me more and more miracles. “WHY oh why can’t these Christians see the miracles at hand!!!!?????” I groveled in frustration of their blindness by the veil.
I was utterly frustrated. I beat them up in my heart over and over and over… Granted most of my frustration was due to a lack of validation which I craved by my insecurities. Programming of low self worth can be rerouted. But insecurity still rears it’s emotional head on occasion.
If the Youtube Watchmen on the wall would see the miracles in front of them…then all my hopes for end of days fulfillments would be verified! Thing is my validation and verification of Truth comes in better ways. And codependency is difficult to unlearn.
“But and if that evil servant shall say in his heart, My lord delays his coming;
And shall begin to smite his
fellow servants, and to eat and drink with the drunken;
The lord of that servant shall come in a day when he looks not for him, and in an hour that he is not aware of
cut him asunder, and appoint him his portion with the hypocrites: there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth.”
Well the scripture is somewhat skewed but basically the same message. I crossed out the “cut asunder” because its a vile change to script. And it was never “fellow servants” was it? Of course not. It’s the master beating the servants not “fellow servant’s beating other servant’s”. Most of the
Truth will soon be lost in these many changes to script.
I wanted them to see so I could get verification. I deleted five hundred comments because in my heart I felt the comments were somewhat mean even though true.
THE SERVANTS ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO BE ABLE TO SEE! It’s not their fault. They are servants not children of The Most High God. God’]s children must show mercy to the servants. The Gentiles. In their ignorance.
We must show that we are merciful and kind, loving, and show respect of the knowledge that they just cannot see what we see.
We the children of God are learning at the feet of Jesus. Hard lessons which require The Holy Spirit’s input unto us. Father wants us to understand that things are different now. We are moving into the immortal realm. If we are not teachable then we are in trouble. The lesson the 1/2 blind Gentiles is that we show them kindness in their times of ignorance. Instead of throwing in their face their shortcomings.
We have our own shortcomings to work on here. To grow in humility and in Love I will no longer beat up the servant because I want validation of my Truth. The Gentiles are incapable of seeing what The Children of God see.
Perhaps now the weeping and gnashing of the jaw will end. (It’s not as bad as it sounds).
I do not want to be thrown into outer darkness again because I was unable to show kindness to those who are in a different station than I. The beast does that.
Did I attack anyone verbally? No but still my heart wanted to over and over and over.
Blessings to all both servants and to Israel my brothers.
In the coming first Heaven we shall have Gentile servants whom we Love. And it’s likely their eyes will be opened more so then. As will ours, as will ours.